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SUOMI / ENGLISH

Olen nyt ollut huono ihminen ja en ole kirjoittanut mitään :(
I've been bad person and I haven't wrote anything. :(

Selitys: Olen ollut sairaana, eli sain poskiontelotulehduksen :))) Pluus,, olen hästännyt ja säätänyt Kids' Actionissa täällä IRL. wow, i got a life. o__O Ja koulukin on jäänyt vähän takavasemmalle ja kaikkea,, maanantaina alkaakin koeviikko. 8))) MUTTA. TÄLLÄ KERTAA EN TODELLAKAAN KIRJOITA KOULUSTA. LUE ETEENPÄIN NIIN TIEDÄT MISTÄ KIRJOITAN TÄLLÄ KERTAA!!! ;OOOOO
Explaining: I've been sick, so i got sinusitis. :))) Plus, i've been working and working with Kids' action event here IRL, wow, i got a life. o__O And my school has been left a little ja everything,, at monday my examweek will start. 8))) BUT. THIS TIME I DEFINITELY WON'T WRITE ABOUT SCHOOL. READ ON SO YOU'LL KNOW WHAT I'LL BE WRITING THIS TIME!!! ;OOOOO

-And hey guys and girls! This is a thing, i _have_to_write in english, so, if u don't really understand u can use google translate or ask me for it, hope u survive ! :P

-Ja hei pojat ja tytöt! Tämä on asia, joka on _pakko_ kirjoittaa englanniksi, joten jos oikeastaan et ymmärrä, voit käyttää google translatea tai kysyä minulta siitä, toivottavasti selviät! :P


Soo, Do You Know The Feeling ? - About what ? - About crying when nobody can hear you.

I've screamed so much, i've yelled so much, i've whispered so much, and no one has heard me. And when I'm just talking ... There's no answer, no one really hears - Maybe they hear me, but not with their heart, or they just ignore it, it's so easy, ignore someone's burning heart to become so cold it can't breathe, literally. When I say "please hear me now!" I'm not gonna yell, I'm too tired doing that when I'm at that point. I'm too tired to even whisper, it's no use, you can't hear that little girl who's dying inside me. She's crying, crying and crying, She's weak. That's why She's hiding, hiding and hiding. She's too scared to come out. She's burning Her little faith to God, but me, The Shadow above, I'll ice Her burning faith, i lick Her tears from Her cheeks, I carry Her to Ice cube and I froze her there, to safe place beyond, somewhere far where no one can reach her, I'll protect her, Now and Forever.
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I think you can find my weakness there. But hey, this is Littletigers Stripes, Me, I'm not hiding, I'm coming out little by little. So only thing I can really say, that I've realized this, 'cuz i think i have to be so strong person to survive, well, God can't really use me, and i think it's really sad, so sad. :) To come here again, to world and to this moment, I really need listener, but I can't find that one, who really would have heart to that, and I guess I won't ever find that one.. I'm too hard to puzzle, It's too heavy to listen, even try, it's too hard to even see that I'm not good. But I'm living whit it. :) And now I could be so harsh to one of my friends,, but I guess I'll save her, I don't have heart to say anything like that to make her cry. And after this IF you're asking like, "What's wrong?" I'm not answering, I'll laugh to your face, She's too far away to reach her anymore. ;)

Good night people, Clock is 1:11 !! :D LISTEEEN !

With lööv: Rawwr<'3

PS: Liian sekavaa, kirjoitanko kokonaan englanniksi, suomeksi, eri oman jutun ? :O
PS: Too messy, should i write the whole in english, in finnish, or some different own thingy? :O

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